This is pretty bad this issue is turning out to be more of a diary than a colaberation of pieces. It's really frustrating these days to find people who will donate there work. I get lots of "Hey yeah I think I might, or I've got something in mind, or I'll call you" it's starting to be a little aggravating. I'm thinking of just putting this out on the net without in hopes that some starving artist might send me some work because A. my writing sucks. B. I'm only getting one opinion my own (my co editor is sleeping his life of in some house in some town in some state) while I just sit here rambling on IT SUCKS. My vision is starting to be a nightmare. So I guess this first issue is going to be solo. Thats not the concept I had in mind. I want to write little draw little and display other peoples work. If I want to write or show my art work I'd send it somewhere else. This magazine is for the world not my discovery I have other ideas on how the hell to do that.
Lost yeah I feel lost where to go what to do and when to do it. I'm sure you guys are getting sick of what I have to say but it's 2 in the morning and well I'm awake yes the insomniac deal.
Fear, thats something I'd like to see some poetry written on fear, hell without fear to hold you back what would keep us from being absolutly one hundred percent free. Good question eh. Fear is something I pefer to live without. You can not be hurt in any way shape or form if you have no fear. The ultimate is to not fear death after that then you are limit less to go on to bigger and brighter things. On that note I'll leave it off to someone else to write.
